The Mistery of Belicena Villca is pure Joy and Courage , pure resolute Honor , pure volitional Force . And then " living " or " dying " did not mean anything to me because I was already beyond life and death , perhaps beyond , too , good and evil . It was there that the Soul , and the God of the Soul , lost the ability to act over my Self and something as an Ancient Illusion was dissolved , something as a Primordial Enchantment was cut : suddenly everything soulish and vital , which was likewise , everything evil , moved " outside " of my Self , to my animal body and the World where the animal body inhabits . For the first time ; I felt Self , just Self ; I , surrounded by the Powers of Matter ; I , besieged by the God Creator of the Universe . And then , undoubtedly as a consequence of having fought a battle against the Soul , and having been victorious , the Vision took place and I received the help I wanted . And the telluric phenomena occurred .
I will not go into details , which would contribute little to the understanding of my mystical experience , and would only degrade it . In short : the vision corresponded to a Goddess . The Apparition occurred in an infinitesimal instant , I could not tell if inside or outside my psychic structure , but the fact is that She enchanted my Spirit . Yes ; to communicate what happened no I can do nothing else than conjugate the words enchant and rapture as verbs and affirm that She enchanted my Spirit , raptured my Self and took it out of the Soul and of the World . She kidnapped me for a second from the body , and from the Earth , and showed Herself before my spiritual Self in all the magnificence of Her Uncreated Beauty . Because that spiritual rapture revealed to me who Belicena Villca mentioned so many times in her letter , the Virgin of Agartha , the Charismatic Advocate of the chained Spirit . And then I understood , in the midst of mystical rapture , that the kidnapper of the Spirit imprisoned in Matter was the Grace , necessary , after the Self of the sleeping man has fought against the Soul and has won : only by its intervention , by the action of Her Grace , the sleeping man will manage to maintain that Victory against the Powers of Matter ; only She will help the Self , charismatically , with the contribution of an extra volitional force that will allow you to remain independent of the Created Soul .
It was an instant without beginning or end , because it will always be present in the intimacy of my Spirit , an absolute moment in which , without a doubt , I looked out to Eternity . She kidnapped me and held me that instant in the Uncreated Sphere of Her Own Existence , and infused me with the extra volitional force that the Spirit needed to undertake the mission of Belicena Villca . How strong and invincible I felt Myself then ! And , above all things , I understood how free , absolutely free , the Uncreated Spirit was in its essence , without Created limits for its Eternal Existence , that is , Infinite ! I felt Self , Uncreated , Eternal , Infinite , Free , full of Wisdom ; I felt Self , and I noticed that outside of me had remained the psychic and the animic , the consciousness of warm life , and the content of warm life , the external and internal Illusion that caused spiritual drowsiness ; I knew suddenly , I experienced its evident discovery , what the " Great Deception " was , about whose dangerous power of enchantment warned me Belicena Villca .
I felt Self , and I knew of the not being Self of the Soul , in the rapture of spiritual inspiration that the impression of the Virgin of Agartha caused me . She impressed me the Spirit , and the trace still remains , Her Radiant Uncreated Beauty , the majesty of Her Power , Her splendid Grace . I saw in Her a Goddess , but there in the realm of the rapture , I was also a God . That is why I sensed in Her a Gottkamerad , a Comrade , a Sister , a Companion of the Race of the Spirit ; only that I had been momentarily snatched from the prison in which I was and instead She was a Hyperborean Spirit absolutely free . She approached me , to give me the help of Her Grace , motivated by Honor , which is the essence of the Uncreated Spirit . That was also evident to me , in that infinite instant , and thus my own Spirit , moved by its essential Honor , struggled to give thanks to the Goddess somehow , for expressing that Her Help would not be in vain , for ensuring that my decision would be unbreakable . But I did not do anything in this regard because the Goddess smiled wonderfully , insinuating me that she understood all my thoughts .
The Virgin of Agartha had a bouquet of ears of wheat in Her Left Hand and a grain of the same cereal taken between the index finger and the thumb of the right hand . At the time of Smiling , she made a gesture with this hand , which , at first , I did not interpret , and She directed it towards me , towards one like Eye of Fire that I possessed in a certain part of the Spirit : then She opened the Divine Fingers and dropped the magic seed there . And that act put an end to the Vision , abruptly . I felt as if an Icy Ray , entering my head had made an impact in the heart ; immediately the icy sensation began to spread through the body and a growing paralysis took hold of me . And I found myself , still standing in the room , watching stupidly as all things began to jump from their positions and the building threatened to collapse . The ecstasy only lasted an infinitesimal instant , as I said , but then precious seconds went by until I understood what was happening in the world , coincidentally , simultaneously , and I reacted . Then , the seism ended , and I noticed that the oppressive evil that a moment before sprouted from Matter had also disappeared . On the contrary ,
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