The Monthly Roll - Tampa Bay November 2013 - v1i1 | Page 5

What I did.
I hurt you.
I killed your idea of love.
I led you on.
I loved you.
And loved him.
I walked in
I smiled
And I loved you too much.
I was there for you to much
I wasn’t there enough.
I broke promises.
I made you angry.
I took you too seriously
I didn’t take you seriously enough.
I abandoned you
I smothered you
I loved you
When I loved her
I lied to you
I sent that message.
I indirectly directed things at you.
I cared.

What you did.

What this list did

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Made me laugh
Made me realize I cannot spell without
Made me cry
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Make me see a future
Made me realize I don’t love you
That was non-existent
Because you don’t love me
Tear me up
Made me realize I love myself.
Didn’t care
Made me happy
When I sincerely did
And scared
Ignore me
And sad
Kissed me
And angry
Held my hand
And now, safe.
Nothing
It made me feel secure know that,
And everything
it takes to
Support me
Not just you
Degrade me
Or me.
Get sassy
Made me realize I’m a powerful woman
Never lived up to your potential That I am smart strong and beautiful
Never will without me.
And I will find that person one day
Think.
And they will love me forever
Think that you can leave
What I just realized
Just leave
I did find that person already.
And never come back.
It’s me.
You will
By: Evanette
You will.
I hope you won’t
But I do.
You brought me back to life
But stabbed the knife in my back.
You cared
But left.

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