18lbs almost 20
Well life is back to normal now that vacation is over. I am back to the old diet again. I thought I had gained weight, but was very surprised to see I did not. To date I have lost 18lbs. It great feeling that I have done this.
When I was on vacation, I visited a friend in Chicago, he just had a baby with his wife, and we been friends for a while, in fact he is my missed opportunity. We all have one in life and he is mine. It was because I live in Cleveland, he lives in Chicago. Anyway when he picked me up the airport, in our conversation, I mentioned how much weight I have lost, he said to me, “I don’t know why you think you are fat. You not, you’re the type of woman I like, you have an amazing figure.”
Problem there as I said he is married, but him saying that to me actually made me feel good. Here is a man telling me for the first time, you’re not fat, you have a great body. I went from living with someone who would not take me out in public because he was embarrassed he married a fat girl, and making me weigh and chart my weight every day. Sometimes a girl needs to hear things like this; it helps the inner diva inside. Now I just need to find a single man to say that to me.
Now that I have found my inner diva, and my confidence in myself is really at a good place that is my next step. I have not had a serious boyfriend since, well my ex-husband. That