I am knocking off these bad memories with memorizing......
Finally realizing that therapy is needed once again......
And that’s to share my pain with friends..............
Not for acceptance, but just to let them in......
Not really to touch them, but more to get up under the skin,
Friends are my lifelines for trying of dying times,
They stabilize my mind sometimes,
That's why I choose to use so many truthful lines,
Not really to shine, cause there's someone's life that's worst them mine.....
I am not doing time but I have been there before,
I've heard the closing of the metal doors,
And that's what I am hearing now......
I'm in my cell writing down curing lines,
Embracing my time before I am free once again,
I'm in the hole with no visitations from friends,
Just pens and pads............
Private laughs from TV shows,
"LIGHTS OUT CELLMATE"
I have to go for now.....