I Try
Can things get better here or there?
Does anyone even care?
Is it fair to be here and leave so many over there, but I try.......
I try to be the best of it all, from lover to friend,
But I feel I have to pretend........
I have to pretend that my heart feels no pain.....
I have lost FRIENDS who were suppose to be there till the end,
But with hurt I have to pretend.......
I try......
I try to keep things calm, no need for alarm,
I have laid myself over the bomb....
Hoping the particles doesn't shatter and hit everyone else......
I tried to protect them all......
I walked before I crawled.....
But I took responsibility for the pain that was caused.....
No one is at fault for my numerous flaws.....
I broke laws just because.....
My every thought is that it shouldn't happen again....
So I try.......