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section update his first steps as "the One," is forced to make a choice -- to take the red pill, symbolizing reality and free will, or the blue pill, which leads to a computer constructed world of pre-destination. In each of these works, the journey metaphor is the backdrop for the protagonist who is compelled to make life-altering choices that place him in peril and who becomes emotionally, physically and morally stronger at journey's end. As we look back over our individual pilgrimages to date, we can see how, from birth, we have experienced separation, adventures, setbacks and successes, and have encountered wonderful role models (even if not in the mold of Yoda or Morpheus). Not only in ancient Greece but also in contemporary society, we tend to regard those who "settle down" as a bit less courageous than those who have left their footprints in the sands of distant lands. Ironically, it is through stories such as those told in these classics that we may experience vicariously the life of high adventure, even as we recline in our hammocks with a book in our laps. When more than half of our life excursion is done, our energies can become a bit sapped by time, and there is a natural tendency to down shift, live for the day and leaf through the photos in our scrapbooks. Some call that "retirement." Alfred Lord Tennyson, in his enduring poem "Ulysses," captured the spirit of an aged and epic warrior who, disenchanted with a life of inaction, expresses his yearning for new exploits: I cannot rest from travel: I will drink Life to the lees: . . . How dull it is to pause, to make an end, To rust unburnished, not to shine in use! As though to breathe were life! Looking down to the port nearby, Ulysses sees the wind filling the sails of a vessel and the vastness of the outstretched seas. The call to adventure is irresistible. He gathers together his comrades, who, he says, have been "made weak by time and fate," but are "strong in will"; and he sums up his resolve in the poem's immortal, last line: from the frailty of old age, to fight against imminent death. The title of the poem is its first line, and that first line is a refrain throughout: Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. David Pollard was a class ahead of me at Vanderbilt Law School in 1973. I had the good fortune to cross paths with him there and afterwards in Atlanta. Those of us who knew David are well aware of the suffering that he endured in his last days. We also know that he did not go gentle into that good night. His life's travels and his courage in confronting his untimely end are the reasons that this award bears his name. We find ourselves here, today, on separate paths, with different destinations, and start dates that were randomly selected for us and end dates still unknown, but joined together in the same place and time. We have had the good fortune to travel a bit together. Occasions like this induce reflection -- reflection on where we have come from and where we are going. In Roman mythology, the god Janus had two faces -- one face surveying the past and the other calmly gazing to the future. His two faces are often found over the entranceways and exits of ancient gates. The Romans named the month of January after Janus, because that month ushers in a new year and links it to the year just concluded. The sum and substance of my reflections today lead me to this -- it is not a bad idea for each of us to be two-faced like Janus (keeping a mindful eye on the past and a hopeful gaze into the future); to "drink life to the lees," and to "shine in use" like Tennyson's Ulysses; to rage, rage against the dying of the light; and to remember, as we move forward on our individual odysseys, that, while we cannot retrace our steps, we can change our course at any time. The good news for each of us here is that we are ambulatory and the force is with us. If tomorrow someone asks where you are -- tell them, you are still en route. Thanks again for this award -- and safe travels! To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield. We subconsciously prepare ourselves for the end of our voyage by witnessing the manner in which others (relatives and friends) have dealt with the end of their own. At times the end calls for courage. In an emotionally charged poem, Dylan Thomas, the Welsh poet, urges his father, weakened The Official News Publication of the Atlanta Bar Association See page 30 for a photo from this event. June/July 2012 THE ATLANTA LAWYER 35