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The voice of business in the Tees region | 17 Catherine Devereux talks to Tees Business writer Joanne Barrett about love, loss, suicide and how the Headlight Project is proving to be the perfect tribute to the well-known Teesside haulier and husband she adored. H appy, kind, fun-loving and easy-going – that’s how anyone who knew Russ Devereux would describe him. Add in workaholic, a great sense of humour and a love of playing golf and you paint a picture that is held dear by his many friends, colleagues and the family who were so close to his heart. Together with his wife Catherine, haulage firm boss Russ set out to instil qualities of confidence and resilience in their three young daughters that will see them flourish throughout their lives. So when Catherine took to the stage at the recent Tees Businesswomen Awards, it was those qualities, so preciously gathered from the type of person Russ was, that saw her able to stand up and take the award – and the applause – in the Inspiring Others category. Many Teessiders know Russ’s story by now. In May 2018, aged just 41, he was found beneath the Leven Viaduct, near Yarm, after taking his own life. A freak accident at Billingham’s Devereux Transport and Distribution – the family firm he ran – involving a staff member triggered something in him, explains Catherine. He started to worry and get anxious about the effect it might have on the business, had difficulty sleeping and lost his appetite. Just ten days later, while following his wife and the girls to a family barbecue, he turned his car around and instead headed for the bridge. Telling it doesn’t get any easier for Catherine but 18 months on she has forged something incredible from the tragedy that took hold of the Devereux family that day. The Headlight Project, set up in Russ’s name and memory, raises awareness of mental health issues and suicide prevention as well as delivering valuable emotional resilience programmes to children in schools. Inspiring - Catherine's achievements were recognised in the Tees Businesswomen Awards. If it can help anyone and prevent any other family going through what they have, says Catherine, putting Russ’s story out there will have been worth it. “I didn’t actually know I was being nominated for the award so it was a lovely surprise,” says Catherine, who is a solicitor. “If I’m honest, I was a little bit embarrassed to win because the Headlight Project is very much a team and getting up on stage was just about me when really, the project was the reason for it. “Together with Russ, we always said we would teach our girls to be confident, to be resilient, and I guess getting up on stage was a way of celebrating that. “He wasn’t your typical person to suffer with depression or anxiety. A freak accident occurred at work and it triggered something in him and what happened was completely unforeseen to any of us, that’s the thing. “It was so quick too, ten days after the accident at work. He started to worry and get anxious over all the little things. He was never off work and always seemed to manage stress really well. He was a real workaholic and an easy-going kind of a person. But I managed to persuade him to have a couple of days off and got him to the doctors. “The speed of it makes me think it genuinely was not planned. He was following me in the car, we were going to a barbecue, he turned the car around.