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Current/Present Day
Another Monday is what I am thinking, how tired I wasn’t, surprising. I remember being the laziest out of the bunch. Passing the small Roosevelt businesses and a little forward was the camouflage school of my education experience, BioScience. Like every single day, there stood Chester, waving at my mom as a signal of good morning. The goodbye to my mom was the time she left on her way. I walked up the hill and was present at the gated fence to receive a fist bump. I saw how quiet the limited students who have already arrived.
A few feet from the fence were my table, where I went every single day. Nobody sat there, it’s like they knew my name was on it. I sat there quietly, might be working or relaxing and listening to music. Depending on the day, it would either be study hall or allowed to play sports. I would probably play volleyball if we were allowed to; I don’t like other sports we play in school. Before that, I would get some breakfast, there are so many choices. While walking back to my signature place, I took a bite and start playing. I wouldn’t get off my seat till it was 8 o’clock; I’m not always on time. I am not known for being active in school activities, but volleyball makes me happy and interactive with the other students and I met new people I didn’t know for 7 months.
The usual schedule was probably already sent out, but it’s never the same as the one last week. The pairing of the groups is usually 1’s all together or together with your Language group, which mine was Chinese. I was so comfortable being with them 24/7, because we all know each other and we will remind this way for a long time. When it hits 8, we are expected to hear and see absolutely nothing; it has turned into a cricket chirping, abandon school. I was upset, when we were sent off, but the classroom was the reason why we were here; not to play sports for a living. Being in Bio, you start to learn how to take track of time yourself, because we all have different time schedule and there is no bell. I always like to imagine how I would be like if I was at a different high school. Classes were always interesting, always something new to learned.
Each and every day is an adventure at Bioscience and there is so much I regret from my first day of school and what I could have done to make this high school experience, because you only get one freshmen year, but my emotions shown are difficult in both timeline. In the first day of school, I was so nervous, but I quickly became myself. In the present, I am usually myself, but then I discover a piece of myself that made sense to why I was this way. I was dealing with a mental disorder, but you may see me like that, but I have been able to control it and it hasn't interfered in my life. I have regrets, but learning the truth about myself makes me look at the life I have differently.