TDF Magazine Volume 1 April 2014 | Page 11

TDF Ambassador Success Story By Becca Terrill From the age of five, I was overweight. I wasn’t small like the other girls my age, I couldn’t keep up with kids in gym class, and I never understood why I was “different.” My weight problem carried on through high school, but I didn’t let it bother me until I met “the love of my life,” or so I thought at the time. Our relationship went sour after 6 months when he began to become abusive verbally and physically; he completely stripped me of my self-worth. I didn’t feel worthy of love, and I believed that because I was not thin, I was ugly. I tried every diet from slim fast to the cabbage soup diet, and different types of weight loss pills. I even restricted my calorie intake with excessive exercise. Everything I tried left me feeling completely miserable. Eventually, I lost 15lbs, and I realized that I didn’t need to be with a guy who was so terrible to me, so I broke up with him and moved on with my life. never had a weight problem; he was thin with a fast metabolism and could eat whatever he wanted. However, my pants started getting tighter, my belly started showing out of clothes, my face became rounder, and stretch marks starting appearing on my stomach and thighs. I gained 50lbs in the first six months we dated. With this weight gain, I started to feel the way I had felt with my ex, not that Matt ever made me feel anything but beautiful. With each pound gained, I felt less worthy of his love. I began to look in the mirror every day, pulling and tugging at the fat in my stomach. I wanted it gone for good. My dad and I went to visit my sister in Alabama. At that point, I hadn’t allowed pictures of myself to be taken in months, but my dad wanted to document our trip to have photos of our memories. He posted the photos on Facebook, I met my husband Matt two weeks after my break up and we and I did not recognize myself! I mustered up the courage to quickly fell in love. Together, we indulged in large portion weigh myself. I weighed 202lbs. My own personal nightmare sizes and late night snacks of ice cream and nachos. Matt had come true. After a good cry and with encouragement from Matt, I decided I was going to lose weight. I knew the only way I could succeed was to change my lifestyle, and not do any “quick fixes.” I started seeing an amazing personal trainer who introduced me to weight training. I would lift with the trainer three days a week and do cardio or a spin class three times a week. I started making reasonable changes in my diet by drinking more water and less soda and sweet tea. I stopped eating fast food started bringing my lunch to work. Once these changes were customary for me, I made more changes to keep the scale moving. I ate more veggies and lean meats while eating less fried foods and sweets; I never deprived myself of anything to avoid a binge. I fell of track a few times, sometimes for days or even weeks, but I was always able to get myself back on track. This time, I wasn’t starving myself or eating nasty soups or shakes; instead, I was choosing to be healthy and believe in myself. I researched clean eating and how much I should eat a day. Eventually, I did not crave junk food and completely stopped drinking sugary drinks. In nine months, I had lost 70lbs and surpassed my goal weight. Within just a few days of reaching my goals, Matt proposed to me! I married the love of my life a year later feeling confident and beautiful. It’s been three years since I lost and kept off the weight, and each day I continue to strive to maintain my good health while getting stronger and stronger! This feeling of self love and confidence is a feeling that everyone should have