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Q people that they have something to look forward to. I always felt Was it surprising to you when something for the homeless, but you became homeless? when it happened to me, it just made me love it and want to do it Yea, it was surprising. Because more and help others. my landlord and I had been close. My father started me working Do you think of yourself as in construction when I was very homeless? young, so carpentry is my thing. My landlord taught me how to build things. He took to me like You know, I’ve been working a son because I moved in when since I was 15. I joined the army I was young. I see a lot more and was in the 82nd Airborne, so homeless people on the street I get a pension from the VA, and now than I did. I never thought that’s decent money. That makes I would become homeless. But me feel secure. So I don’t think I had a sense of what that life of myself as homeless. I don’t was like, because of the charity wake up every morning thinking work I was doing when I was still about being homeless. I say, ‘Oh in my apartment. When I became God, just help me with something homeless myself, I saw the true today that I need. You know what story. And I’ll say, it’s a good I need.’ I think some people don’t thing because when you have a think in those terms. They don’t hands-on experience, it gives you have too much confidence in the a clearer mind of what’s going system. I try to carry myself as on. You know, I never want to a leader. I wish I wasn’t in this see anybody homeless. I never situation, but, I mean, I’m in it. thought I would be homeless, but So I’m not going to drill on that I think God wanted me to see a now. I don’t point fingers, I don’t little clearer how it really is. When drill on it. What I do is say, ‘Do you’re in it — you put your hands something about it.’ And that’s in it — you learn more about it. what I do. Now, I want to build something that homeless people could benefit from. You’ve got to show How did you begin dreaming about helping to create homes for the homeless? felt something for A Q A Q “I always the homeless, but when it happened to me, it just made me love it and want to do it more and help others.” 10 · SPRING 2018 A I’ve always been an organizer, a planner, because my grandmother was an organizer. I want to do this for her. My grandmother was very Christian. She always made sure I went to church. I used to watch her when I was young, giving the homeless change, bringing them food. I was like, ‘Grandma, where are you taking that food? That’s my lunch!’ She’d say, ‘Your lunch? You ate your lunch. That’s for somebody else in need.’ She just put all that in my heart. I tell everybody, ‘There’s nothing wrong with picking up a pen or a pencil and making a plan.’ If you write one thing down a night, that’s a plan. This predicament I’m in now, I just want to show myself and God, and the people that I’m trying to help, that it can be done. I want people in similar situations to see, ‘Oh, he did it and he told me about it.’ And my experience will make it better for them, because I can say, ‘I’m going to make sure you have the help you need.’ Q Do you think God cares about homelessness? A I really do. I think he does. You know, I think people don’t believe in God the way they should. A lot of people now say, “If God cares about me, why am I like this?” But I think you’ve got to give God time. He might not come when you want him to, but believe me, he’ll be there. I believe that. I pray every night before my feet hit the floor. I really believe that homelessness is a priority God wants to take care of. But he need us. He need us. Listen, my kids, they love me