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A People of the Book HOW THE BOOK OF COMMON PRAYER INVITES US INTO THE STORY OF JESUS Todd Stockdale Parishioner I was raised in the evangelical tradition and for over thirty years my Christian faith was nurtured by churches and communities who locate themselves broadly within this tradition. My entrance into the Episcopal Church began over a decade ago when living in Edinburgh, Scotland. While there, my wife and I found a church home in a parish community belonging to the Scottish Episcopal Church. This church was a vibrant faith community in the heart of Edinburgh, and at first glance it did not appear too dissimilar from the evangelical churches and communities that had, up to this point, shaped my faith. Their weekly worship services were lively and creative — typified by contemporary praise music and topical sermon series. It was in the context of this familiar setting that I was formally introduced to Anglican Eucharistic liturgies and to a more Anglican way of worshiping and being. Only after moving back to the United States did I realize just how lasting this encounter with the “Anglican way” would be. When trying to find a church home following our return, we felt a bit out of place in the evangelical churches we visited. After a few months of searching, we stepped into an Episcopal Church one Sunday morning, heard the now-familiar words of the Eucharistic prayers, and things have not been the same for us since! We were confirmed in the Episcopal Church a few years later and to this day our faith continues to be deepened and enriched in ways we never would have imagined. Strangely, when looking back on our return to the U.S., and those months of searching and uncertainty, I can now see that while we were looking for a style of church that would remind us of the communities that shaped us years ago, what we ultimately found was comfort and peace in the liturgical prayers shared across the Anglican Communion. Although I had never been a part of the Episcopal Church, I had the immediate sensation that I belonged. I was encountering Christ in ways that were new to me, yet these experiences carried with them a deep sense of familiarity. I felt I was living the well-known John Denver lyric: “Coming home to a place he’d never been before.” One of my “moun- tain-top” experiences of the Book Common Prayer came through an encounter with the Church of England’s prayer book. The summer after I was confirmed in the Episcopal Church, I made a pil- grimage to Canterbury. Of course the entire experience was profoundly impactful, but it was highlighted by an intimate Eucharist celebration in the crypt of the Cathedral. In our post communion prayer, we offered these words to God: “We give you thanks and praise, that when we were still far off you met us in your Son and brought us home.” I was moved deeply by these words, because here I stood, as a pilgrim, contemplating the journey I thought I had taken to be near to God, all the while speaking the bigger story (the truer story) that it was God who had journeyed towards me — seeking me when I was far off and meeting me in Christ. But the first time I ever encountered the Book of Common Prayer was while researching with a STJAMES.ORG · 9