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11 ‘‘Us versus Them’’ Treating Patients Differently ‘‘I do more for patients now than I used to,’’ Deborah, the psychiatrist with cancer, confessed. The experience of illness changed how most of these physicians treated their patients. Frequently, personal experiences of illness reversed years of professional medical training. In facing the darkness of their own disease, these doctors often came to treat patients and to teach trainees better. Nonetheless, ‘‘enlightenment’’ did not always occur. Treat- ing those under their care more humanely was not always easy or success- ful. Psychological, social, and economic barriers could hamper doctors’ improving the care they offered. Other physicians veered too far in this new direction—doing too much for patients, raising questions of how much of an advocate or friend to be. As providers, they often found it hard to arrive at the appropriate balance between being too concerned or too detached. They wrestled to achieve what the sociologist Renée Fox terms ‘‘detached concern’’ (1)—to be simultaneously concerned and, in order to be objective, somewhat detached. Over time, they struggled with this balance, seeking equilibrium—sometimes voyaging too far one way or the other, becoming too close or too removed, and then having to adjust, based on their perceptions of patients’ responses. ‘‘We’re All in This Together’’: Reducing the Hierarchy The experience of being ill inspired many physicians to strive to reduce the barriers between themselves and their patients. Often, doctors now reassessed the doctor-patient relationship, seeing it less as ‘‘us versus 257