Solutions June 2019 | Page 36

I’ve heard worship described through the years in so many ways. As an hour- long service you attend on Sunday morning. As a genre of music played on your local Christian radio station. But I’d never heard it described, like Paul did, as a full-on, lifelong surrender. When we surrender ourselves to God, we worship him. Surrendering doesn’t lead us into worship; our surrender is our worship. That seemed so profoundly simple! My first response was relief. In Paul’s worship paradigm, surrender outranks emotion. Of course, worship of God engages our emotions, but for Paul emotion wasn’t the main requirement. Surrender was. The proper response of people who have been given everything is to present their very lives to the one who has given them everything. This is our reasonable act of worship. My second response was a feeling of apprehension. Hold on now—a holy and blameless sacrifice? Me? Anyone who has ever met me knows I wouldn’t qualify for that. And Paul himself already said that all of us have sinned and fallen short of God’s glory. I can’t present myself as a holy and blameless sacrifice on the basis of my track record. But I can present myself to God as holy and blameless based on his mercy! God does not expect perfection from his children. What a relief that is! When he looks at each one of us, he doesn’t see the skeletons in our closet, our self-centeredness gone rogue, our past failures, or even our potential for future failure. Before he sees anything else, he sees in us the righteousness of Jesus. We don’t surrender our lives to God to gain his favor. We offer ourselves to him in response to the favor he’s already freely shown us because of the saving work of Jesus! Paul’s words finally relieved me of my mistaken notion that worship is something that’s done out of sheer, sustained joy in the Lord. I’ve heard worship referred to as “worth-ship”— literally a time to show God his worth— and the worth of God is not something “ Worship is the lived experience of offering my s e l f, m o m e nt by moment and day by day, to a living God. 36 • Solutions