Solutions February 2018 | Page 51

Literally came apart at the emotional seams. If I could, I’d wave my magic wand over each and every person in the world and instantly allow them to experience the profound treasures of practicing silence and solitude, but I can’t. It requires intentionality and discipline. Busyness isn’t going away, but it can be managed. I don’t promise easy, but I do promise empowering. One of the simplest ways to find solitude is to make room for it to happen. When I first began my own journey into this practice, I sat in my bedroom closet. In the dark. I was so worn out that I had no words left, only, “Help me, God.” I call this my “three-word whisper prayer.” By making room, we invite God into a quiet place—our hearts—and begin connecting. One minute will turn into two and before you know it, your soul’s craving for peace and rest is satisfied. Silence is no longer a stranger but your very best friend. Someone you can’t live without. and hyper-responsibility is a learned trait, but I continue to hear women express their dire need for rest and underneath that lies their deep cry for contentment. Instead of putting the oxygen mask on first, because it feels so selfish to do so (at least to me), we give and give until there is nothing left to give. As I’ve wrestled with this notion of “self-love,” I sensed that somewhere, somehow, the words of Jesus in Mark 12:28-32 have been sorely misconstrued. Agape love, as Jesus taught, means, “to welcome, to entertain, to be fond of, to love dearly.” I always come away from this teaching with one thought, “How can I love others well if I don’t love myself well?” There is a tension here and this is a tough subject. Just saying the words, “self-love,” or “self- care,” or “self-preservation,” makes me feel very selfish, but somewhere on my faith journey, I picked up faulty thinking on this. When we understand the true meaning of being a “selfish” person, i.e., egocentric, self-centered, Q: You hit upon a very important self-absorbed, self-obsessed,” we topic, self-love, and you ask the come to terms that this is very dif- question, “Isn’t this selfish?” You ferent than the love Jesus spoke of share, “We put everyone else first. It is expected of us. At least that is what in this powerful passage. He bids us to “come away and rest,” (Matthew we expect of ourselves.” Tell us why you feel loving ourselves is so critical. 11:28-30) and invites us to intimacy with him (Genesis 3:8). A: My personality-type lends itself Q: You say that “shedding comes to be “the helper, the fixer, and before collecting.” Can you give us the doer,” for sure, and I am an a few examples of what we can shed adult child of an alcoholic, so the from our lives that will enable us to propensity towards co-dependency Solutions 51