I still carried you,
I was mad and hated
you because you were
hurting me, but it was
I that carried you, pain will
cause pain, and I forgive you
for the pain you have caused
inside me, because I allowed it.”
Good News! I am aware of it now and I am
no longer willing to carry the pain that you create
in me, now want the lessons that the situation was trying to teach me then, but I could not see, because I was too busy picking up the pain. I know better now and I am laying this pain to rest, I have accepted, I have FORGAVE and as the door closes with you back on the outside where you belong, I now Let Go....