Unsatisfied
Living day to day is not enough. Not happy with my daily routine, going to school is banal, waking up in the morning is the biggest challenge I face and sometimes I wish that I could just melt into my warm and cozy bed, making it so I never have to get up ever again. Little by little I’ m losing my motivation, I went from being an over excited over active person to becoming non productive and under achieving. When did living my life become such a chore? Is this something all teenagers go through or is this just me? Every time I get a burst of life and ideas for things I want to do I end up re watching television shows that I don’ t even find entertaining. I can’ t be left alone I need people to distract me from the thoughts in my own head. At times it is like I’ m just watching my life pass me by. It is almost as if I’ m not there anymore