Pauza Magazine Winter & Spring 2005 | Page 25

Page 25 P a u z a The Last Photo by Meg Pierce, Mak-9, Gostivar Nene, nene, oh where has she gone? I can't help hearing the hurt in his song. Asking nene, nene, ku ajo shkon? The sorrow-filled voice of her two-year-old son. I knew you so briefly, but I'll remember you long. For I captured you smiling in the light of the sun. I snapped the last photo before you were gone, Smiling and posing with your son in your arms. When I came to this country such a short time ago I found here a family, though I didn't know The words for friendship or the language to show I am grateful for sharing the highs and the lows. I thought there'd be time for our friendship to grow. But now all I've got is this single photo. This song is dedicated to my host sister Zenepe, who passed away January 5, 2005 Moter, moter, oh where have you gone? I can't help hearing the pain in their song Singing moter, moter, ku ajo shkon? Sorrow and tears for our sister so young. Yet somehow I'm lucky to have something to give This moment I captured for those who still live. When the clearness of memories begins to fade We can look back and remember that day. The rare afternoon when I came and I saved The face of a mother now in her grave. I don't know the words to tell how you'll be missed But I feel it so strongly in the old woman's kiss As she clenches your picture, her eyes full of mist Believing that somewhere you still exist. Vajza, vajza, oh where have you gone? I can't help hearing the pain in her song. Singing vajza, vajza ku ajo shkon? The tears of a mother for one of her young. (This song is dedicated to my host sister Zenepe, who passed away January 5, 2005) nene - mother moter - sister vajza - daughter ku ajo shkon? - where is she going? 2 0 0 5