Pauza Magazine Winter & Spring 2005 | Page 18

Page 18 P a u z a not that kind of person), and you'll be tired most of the time. But, this is the point at which you'll want to pay the 70 Euros (early registration fee) to more formally bind you to the process. If you wait until after September sometime you'll have to pay 100 Euros! After that point, training was a whirl of running and nervousness. The run I'm not going to tell you about the run so much. You can look on the website to see that the first 16 miles are uphill and you can be scared by the comparison of the course to the Boston Marathon and you can hear horror stories. I'll say only two things here: it's a great idea to have someone in the crowd to look forward to seeing and it's a great idea to meet as many people as possible while you're running. I spoke with an old Greek man, an American military guy, five Frenchmen in matching gear, a Japanese-British woman and most importantly, a fellow PCV who jumped into the race at km 32 to run with me. They kept my mind off the fact that my body wanted to stop. And I finished in 4 hours and 49 minutes. Over the six real months of training, time literally flew by! Overall it was the best 6 months of focus and solid achievement I could have asked for on a personal level. In addition, so I didn't feel so selfish, I did a fundraiser at home for development projects in my community. I am now waiting for funds through the PCPP to build a playground in the central area of Delcevo. I also spent a lot of time in the hills of Delcevo. People saw me running everywhere and were curious why I would do it. I got to talk about health and fitness. I got to be healthy and fit. It kept my mind out of the pitfalls of over-stress and the tendency for us volunteers to "get caught up in the bull----." I had five great fans (2 from PC Bulgaria, and Mak-8s Krystal, Carla 2 0 0 5 and Heather), one other runner (Daniel from Mak-8) and all my friends from Delcevo and America down there with me in Athens. When I returned, my local TV station asked to interview me and my office threw me a congratulatory party. There was a point when I wanted to quit and I didn't. And sometimes we want to quit and we don't. When it's rainy outside and the run is horrible, you wake up the next day and you try again. Sometimes it's better sometimes it's not. However, just like in Peace Corps, some days you fly down the street and feel like no one on earth is more capable than you and you feel like a million bucks. And it's all worth it.