Pauza Magazine Fall 2009 | Seite 4

Transitions All Around Reflections of Macedonia and PST After Six Weeks in Country by Jim Carlin T he journey to Macedonia for my wife, Dianne and me began in March of 2008. Now, after 18 months, we are within a month of completing our goal of being sworn in as Peace Corps Volunteers. In one sense it seems much longer than the seven weeks it has been since we touched down at the Skopje International Airport. Almost immediately we were placed into groups and directed in our daily activities. On the day after our arrival we received the traditional Peace Corps welcome and then posed for our “mug shots.” By early afternoon we were attempting to say, “??????,” and “???? ???.” On that first Monday evening it seemed that many of us were anxious to get a taste of what Macedonia was like by going on a scavenger hunt in our host town of Kumanovo. Many of us also stayed awake into the early hours of Tuesday morning, not having adjusted to the time change after leaving the East Coast of the United States. All of us were busy meeting and making new friends and wondering what the Peace Corps would have in store for us. Having spent more than 25 years working for the largest US Government Organization in the World, I was impressed with the degree of planning and the X[??\?[??X??H?K\?\??X?H?Z[?[???\??Z[????X?Y ?]?Y[YY?YB?]?\???\?\??[Y?][???YY[?\??H[?[?\?X\?B???H\???][?[?????HX??]??Y?[??\?H?\?H?[??H?\???H?Y??\?[??[?[?H\?\?H?YY][??H???Z[???[[??\?[?\?H?\?[??H?[??H?B?[?????8?'?]\???[???\[??[??????]?[^B??YK\?^H?[Z[H?HZ?O??H?[???HHX[[??XY?B????[O??\?H??[HZ?H??HY?\???\][??B??Z[?[??????]?H]?H\?H[?]?^H?[? X[?H??\?H]Y\?[??]?H?Y[?[???\?Y ?[???Z[?Y\??[??YB?^\?[?]?H?]Y[??HZ[H??Y[H[?\?H?Y?[??[??]?HH?Y[??H[??XY?K??YH?H?\??\?[???B?[?K?\???^\?[?x?&[H???H?Z[?[?????Y[??H]H?[??X\????XZ?H[??XY?K?H???]x?&[H]X????\?[???\??[?X??[??\H??[??[??]Z[?[??H???X?[\?K???]?[?H[??X??]]X?H????????\\?Y?H[??Y??H?Y[???X??]?]x?&]?HX\??Y[?H?Y[?]?[Y?Y??]?H[[?H\?^H[??XY?HXX?\???H[?^\?]?\???Y[???\??[?\??[H[??]?[?[????\??[?[ ?\????H?\??\?[?[?KH?[?]X\?H??H\???[??H[??]?[?K?H?Z[H\?[?^\??Y]Y?]H?Z[H[?H[[??[?\?]?\?]?\?K??[Z[H[???Y[??Z?H?[?]H?\????Y[\?[?X]\?X[\?K??H]?[??\?^\?Y[??K??YB??\?X^H?XY?\??\???]]Y\?[??[Y\?[????[???\????[??H?\???K?H[??]\??Z\???^H]\?\??Y[?[?[?[??H?^?YZ??[??]\??H?X[^?H]??? ?B?]?H[?[??YH]K??H???[???X??]XX??\??X??]?\?XX?Y?X[??[Z[H[???Y[??[?\?\?]?[?B??]?[???X??]?\??[?\?]?HY??&]????Y??K?[??\??H??\H?^\??x?&[[????\?H?H?[[??Z?[H?????H?^??YX\????\?]?\?\?[?]?[???[????]???^?][Y[?[??[[??\??\?[??HH?\?\?Y]???YK?]HY?[?\?H??[?YK??? H]^?B???Y?X?[?????????\?[??B??H??[??[??X??????]Y?\? N] ?B??]??[????\?XZ? L???????]\??H\?[YB?[???Y??\\\?]X??H\???YX\??\??H??[[???YH^\?[?H?[??]H?\?K????[???[??H NM???\?B?[??8?'H?[?[???'JB??HYH?\?Y]?H???H?]]?\?????[??[?YY?[?Y??\??[[Y\??[?[[???B?H?[??&]?X[H?^H?]]X??\?Z[?H???\??[?H[?^H??\?[X??]H???\?[??K?]??YH]?\??X[H]Z]H[?[8?%\?HH?Y?x?&Y?XYY ?????YB??X\??x?&Y^X?Y?YH^\??Y][N??[??K?]H?X[?[??\??[??[??\??[????\?X]X?]X?Z[?]XYK?\?????? ??\?H?Y??[??[??]???[?N?HXX?H????Y?][???B?[???H[?]?\??\??\??Y??HH?\??B???????\???YX\??\?KH[YH??Y?X?[?[??\??X? H???x?&[H??H?H??[?Y\??????????XX?H???Y?H?][?Y??\?X?[?X\?K[???^H?Y??\???X\?X??]H???\?[??H?\?]]??[?\??H?^X?\??]K??]\?[????K\?H[?Y]Y\???[?][K^H\??[Z\?B??\???]\??]??HY?Z[?[?H???\?[??H??YY\??]?H???[??\??Y[????][??H[?H???YH?\?H???\??X?H[X?Y?Z]Y\?H?\??[???\?H?[ ??Y][Y\????[ ??][???X][???\??[???X?\\?[?H?[??H???B?????????YX]H???? [???\?Y\???[????B?\?H?\?H?Y\????\?H?\?H?X????H??\?YB??[YH?]\???[?Y\????[H[?HZ?H?H^H[?[???[???]?Y?[?H]?Y? ??B?[??[\?[?H?Y? H[??H???\?[??B??[Y[?Y[?[?\?H?[??H]?\?[YH?\?[[??\ [??]?[??H?]\??Y??]H?x?&Y?YH?\??[?\?\?[??^H?]?H?????????\?[??H?\?X^X?H ?\????\?X?[  H\??[??[?????? \?\??X?B?Y?K[? H\??[?[?Y?[???[?]?\??Z]\??[?\???H?\? ?[???[B????]Y[??\?Y?Z[???\??[??]?\?X??B?[H]H?H?[[?\?[??H?Y?\?[??H?[?]XYB?\??Y?X????]ZX??B?H[YH\?\??Y ?B????\?[??H?X??YYY[??[]?X][???? \?\??X?B?[?Y]K?\X?[??]?]B??[??[?[?\?\????[??YH\?]X?\????X?B?[?H?[XZ[?[???YZ????