Pauza Magazine Fall 2005 | Page 12

In the eve, I taught Yoga and Meditation to a packed room with only enough space to sit cross-legged. They had never done yoga and had thought it was meditation. I had them do what they could in the space available and I watched their faces grimacing with discomfort as they struggled with what looked like easy moves. They were very surprised and when I did anything that looked a bit hard, like downward dog, they gasped with amazement. This was the closest I’ve ever come to being a rock star! One evening, we had a dance party. These girls brought their dancing clothes and they did it up big time. They dance like professionals, from belly dancing to pop rock, and when it comes to the slow songs, they dance with each other as if they are boys and girls in love. It’s a very strange sight for Americans to view, as we have become a na- VOLUME 3 ISSUE 2 tion full of phobias about touching, so afraid we will be accused of molestation or sexual harassment. As we’ve all discovered, Macedonians hold hands, put their arms around each other, kiss, and show their feelings in a way I have never experienced. By the time the week ended, I felt I had been at a love camp, and you know, I could get used to it. they would never forget me and then gave me the chocolate and kisses on both cheeks. The following day, I took my afternoon break by resting on a wall outside the conference room, soaking up the sun. By now, I was pretty exhausted. I was just dozing off when two of the youngest girls, who are Muslim, came to me bearing gifts of chocolate. With their sparkling dark eyes open wide and staring at me, they said, “We could not imagine having you as our mom. Your daughters are very lucky.” (Would someone write my girls a letter, please!) They said Namaste It’s interesting how exhaustion can evaporate in a moment like that. I just wanted to scoop them up and find a way to give them more opportunity for their future. Who knows, maybe in some way, I did. Marilyn Wheeler – MAK 9 Page 12