Outdoor Focus Winter 2019 | Page 20

OUTDOOR/TRAVEL FEATURE ALEX RODDIE Summits & Skylarks ( The Great Outdoors ) Alex Roddie is a freelance editor and outdoor writer who works with a variety of authors, magazines and publishers. He’s perhaps best known for his writing in The Great Outdoors magazine. In October 2019 he signed a book deal with Vertebrate Publishing, thanks largely to helpful advice from fellow OWPG members. He blogs at www.alexroddie.com. About the feature This is a very personal piece of writing, and deals with the big stuff : cancer, the death of a parent, memory, perception, winter, and how we deal with it all. (Oh, and there are some fi ne Lakeland fells thrown into the mix too.) It took me a long time to even begin writing this piece. My editor at the time, Emily Rodway, commissioned the feature and gave me gentle encouragement – but also warned that if I found the experience too raw then I should feel free to submit something completely diff erent. It took several false starts and a lot of red ink, but I got there in the end. When my wife read the fi nished draft, it made her cry. I don’t think my writing has ever made anyone cry before but I took that as a good sign. Emily told me that she loved the feature and recommended that I enter it into the OWPG Awards. I did so with no expectations. I was as close to the piece as I could possibly be, and had no objectivity whatsoever; I really didn’t know if it was good or bad. I certainly didn’t expect it to come ahead of writers with years or decades more experience. < Alex receiving his award from OWPG chairman, Peter Gilman, and Kevin Freeborn of Crimson Publishing Excerpt from ‘Summits & Skylarks’ I ’d forgotten how busy Helvellyn could be. As I progressed along the ridge, it got busier: backpackers coming down from a wild camp; climbers topping out from Striding Edge and crossing the well-stamped snow towards the summit in their crampons; even a squad of mountain bikers on their fat tyres, plotting a careful course between protruding rocks. I’m not usually one to appreciate a social experience in the mountains, but I found a certain comfort in the thought that so many people had ignored the snow-free, springtime charm of lower fells and come instead to this isolated bastion at the end of a long winter – perhaps answering some deep and primal call from within that drives us to seek the ice. Or is it the snow’s very defi ance and survival, though ultimately doomed, that we respond to, even if we aren’t aware of it? In Among the Summer Snows, Christopher Nicholson wrote of our fascination with Scottish glacier legends: “What fuels the debate is the aching desire for survival. We admire longevity... because we long for it for ourselves.” I’d managed to avoid getting ice axe or crampons out until this point – the path was well stepped-out, the terrain easy – but the steep descent along the ridge of Browncove Crags threw an obstacle down in front of me. For a short distance, the ground became a lot rockier and icier, and I decided to get my ice axe out to hack a few steps. Just like that, I’d escaped from Helvellyn’s island of winter. There were more snow patches to be seen on 20 Outdoor focus | winter 2019 the gentler, rounded hills to the north, but nothing like Helvellyn’s brash ice cap – or at least nothing visible. I soon had the fells more or less to myself again as I strode out over easier trails. Far below me to the left I could see Thirlmere. I thought about that family holiday a lifetime ago, about that hot day in summer 2003 when Dad pointed Helvellyn out to me and my brother James. We weren’t hillwalkers then, not really, but Dad had dragged us up a few of his old favourites in the Yorkshire Dales, and stared wistfully across at others from places I now realised must have been the cherished viewpoints from another life. Though the mountains don’t change, we