June 16th 2013 – My mail to you:
I really don't even know where to begin. I suppose it somehow connects to my bday - all
things do eventually. But this is something a bit more recent, I think. At least, I only
became aware of it recently. We never spent a great deal of time together until recently,
and I never really gave it much of a thought. But on may 24 when I left, I felt physical
pain. I was a bit surprised at how quickly and fiercely I felt it. I wasn't sure what was