OMG Digital Magazine OMG Issue 268 20th July 2017 | Page 5

OMG Digital Magazine | 268 | Thursday 20th July 2017 • PAGE 5 Confessions Feeling Crappy My boyfriend is a really bad kisser and it turns me off. So in bed, I imagine my ex, who was an amazing kisser, so I can actually get turned on. Then it makes me miss my ex and I feel guilty as if I were betraying my boyfriend. d a d LY E R My U S L WIL ME KILL I love SEEING THEM fail at life When I was in school there was a group of boys who would make fun of me for my race, religion, appearance and they always said they would stab me. I used to come home from school in tears. I remember crying to sleep. As we grew older, I started to care less about them and whenever they tried to insult me I would make fun of them for having bad grades. Today I still know most of them. They ended up being ugly, overweight, live in small houses in the ghetto and are on welfare lol. No car, no career, no degree, never even left the country. But me, on the other hand, I graduated early, have my law degree, I have a big house, a passport full of stamps, an expensive car and a hot wife. Revenge is sweet. I love seeing my bullies live in small, crappy houses and take the bus while I drive a Porsche... I'm a student and I have a part time job. It has been this way for a long time now. My so-called friends always make fun of me because they think I can't get a boyfriend when the truth is I really just don't have the time. But I have been lying to them for some time now. Last week I even gave myself hickeys in multiple places on my boobs to convince them that I was seeing someone. Now I am worried my dad might see them. I am VERY SCARED My rent is being raised and I can't afford it and I can't afford to move out. I'm just scared. I really don't know what else I can do. I'm already working two jobs.