OMG Digital Magazine OMG Issue 265 29th June 2017 | Page 5

OMG Digital Magazine | 265 | Thursday 29th June 2017 • PAGE 5 Confessions I was a bully I don’t know where they are now, but when I was younger, I bullied two people. They were both mentally challenged and I made fun of them in school and had everyone do the same. I’ve felt like crap for a long while now. Wish I can tell them that I am sorry. Does it end Ever have one of those days where everything you’ve brushed off or pushed aside seems to just crash down? That’s today. Having one of the worst days I’ve had in a long time. I’m not happy, haven’t been in God knows how long. Everyone tells me I should be, “Oh you have a good job” (not really I make 3,600 a month after taxes and I hate the job) , “oh you have friends” ( I don’t hang out with anyone because no one seems to be able to have and intelligent conversation ), and loneliness is a factor. So life sucks then you die that is all. I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN STAY TRUE TO HER I’m going through a rough patch in life. Really rough. I have a girlfriend who has come into my life and helped me through the tough times. But in a week she’s leaving for 6 weeks. She wants to travel around a bit. I have animals and a daughter and a LOT of bills so I cannot go too. I’m not sure I can last for that long alone. I DON’T RESPECT MY HUSBAND I have been married six months and I don’t know if I ever respected him. He’s a great guy but he acts like a little girl. He’s codependent and takes my crap all the time. He doesn’t have any opinions of his own and I feel like he loves me because I remind him so much of his mom. He does what I say but that’s about it. I can’t stand him. And he’s bad in bed too. I don’t want to cheat on him because I know he’s better than most guys out there. ’m only with him for financial reasons and as soon as I can afford it, I will divorce him.