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POLICE WEEK 2015: THE CANDLELIGHT VIGIL Finding comfort and support MELVIN SANTIAGO Jersey City Police Department n BY JOSHUA SIGMUND For Cathy McBride – mother of Jersey City Officer Melvin Santiago – coming to Police Week provided consolation by being around others who have lost a child in the line of duty, as well as other officers who were inspired by Santiago’s sacrifice. “Everyday I wake up and I think for a second that it’s a dream, but I have to convince myself that it’s reality,” McBride struggled to admit from her seat at the National Law Enforcement Officers Memorial during the Candlelight Vigil. “Nothing lightens the load, but you find a little comfort knowing that you’re not alone.” Surrounded by 50 members of the Jersey City Police Officers’ Benevolent Association (JCPOBA) that travelled down to Washington D.C. in Santiago’s honor, along with hundreds of NJ State PBA members and countless more law enforcement officers from across the U.S. and abroad, McBride and the rest of Santiago’s family members certainly were not alone. McBride spent her time at Police Week connecting with other grieving mothers of fallen officers – namely, those of Waldwick Officer Christopher Goodell and Cliffside Park Officer Stephen Petruzzello, both of whom were added to the Memorial Wall this year. “I’ve met a lot of great people all under the same circumstances with the same story unfortunately,” she noted. “It’s some- thing you don’t want to be a part of, but if you have to be, you’re grateful it’s with these people.” Santiago’s brothers and sisters in blue descended to D.C. en masse with a mission of support and honor due to the hero who was assassinated in cold blood in his patrol car on July 13, 2014. “It was worse than an assassination,” corrected JCPOBA Vice-President Vinny Disbrow. “It was a cowardly act by someone who wanted to be made famous. For us to all come down here, it shows the respect for Melvin and what he died for, and that we really believe in what we do. The camaraderie is still there.” The officers came down to D.C. with a special item that was displayed on top of the Memorial Wall above Santiago’s etched name – the door of the patrol car the officer was in when he was killed. On the Wall, this door served as a beacon, leading dozens of friends and family members to Santiago’s panel. The officers also brought down an unmistakable sense of pride, never lost among New Jersey law enforcement. It is a renewed drive to protect and serve, and it is a testament to Santiago to continue to believe in the work that police officers do every day. “It says how important Melvin was; how important it is to keep his memory alive because he was viciously taken from us for no reason,” McBride affirmed about the grand showing at the Vigil. “To have everybody here to support us is overwhelming. It’s been an emotional week. The support Jersey City has shown my family, myself and my son… I can’t even find the words for it.” d www.njcopsmagazine.com n JUNE 2015 35