Love you,
Truly
ByHaseena Bhari
away from me, because the love I feel for these
individuals is unexplainable.’ I get a panic in my
heart, at the thought of losing this blessing, of
being in their company. I get so overwhelmed,
with this huge blessing that Allah I has given
me. It has changed my life and changed me.
I
have
finished
praying and
as I sit on my
prayer mat, the
first people I think
of is Shaykh Sahab and
Baji Jaan. I cry to Allah I ,
‘Ya Allah, protect my Shaykh Sahab
and my Baji Jaan. Give them the highest rank
in Jannah (Paradise). Always keep me with
my teachers ‘Ya Allah and don’t take them
It is Sunday morning,, first day of the week at
the madrasah (islamic school), and I am skipping
within. I am so happy alhumdulillah. I just
want to get there quickly. I want to see Baji Jaan
before class starts. My day is not complete until
I do not give her a big hug and kiss. I just sit
with her and listen to her, and take in everything
with a open heart. Each word that she says
touches me in so many ways. I just submit to it
all. I say, ‘ Ya Allah, thank you for making me a
part of this madrasah, and a part of my teachers,
and blessing me with the company of such pious
and humble teachers, alhumdullilah.’ My Baji
Jaan is my sister, my mother, she is the one that
guides me and protects me. I turn to her when
I’m in need of a shoulder to cry on and she is
the one that makes me always smile and laugh,
and look at the brighter side.