MudRunFun Magazine Aug. 2013 | Page 9

one fear after the other. What if the people in MudRunFun don’t like me? What if I am the last person to finish? What if I don’t have anyone to help me get through the course? I’m afraid of heights, what if one of the obstacles is really high? What if, what if, what if… When I got to the MudRunFun tent, I was welcomed with hugs and kind words and it actually felt like seeing an old friend after a long absence. I didn’t want to slow any of them down, so I went to the start line by myself and struck up a conversation with a group of ladies that seemed to be a match for my fitness level. I learned later that day that my fitness level was a zero, or nonexistent. It took me more than 2 hours to finish a 5k and I went home and slept until the next day. I conquered every one of my initial fears that day and made a decision to permanently get my behind off the couch! Swimming and dancing have always been my favorite sports. They help me relieve stress and relax me so that I have time to think. I have made life-altering decisions after an hour in the swimming pool. I fell in love with mud runs for a totally different reason. I am scared of just about everything, which mud runs bring me face-to-face with, but I conquer them every time. Navigating obstacles gives me the opportunity to prove to myself that I can do great things. I’m able to conquer my fear of heights by jumping off clif ???'?e???????????????)??????????????????????????????????$???)???????????????????????'?e???????????????)??????????????????????????????????????)????$?????????????????????????$??????????((?((