Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 126, January 2020 | Page 44

MULTISPORT Howard says about 10 hours in he made a big mistake. He looked up, and then looked back. “I couldn’t see France, and the cliffs of Dover still looked right there. I was being stung, bumping into debris and driftwood, and I realised why so many people don’t make it across the Channel. I just burst into tears, but that’s when Elmarie saved me. She had hidden laminated pics in her bag and started showing me pics of our daughters, and our sausage dog, Noodle. Those pics made me think of home, and funny memories, and I told Elmarie afterwards, my goggles filled up again thanks to that, but it made me want to get to France even more.” Howard and Elmarie celebrate back on the boat Elated to have made it! and get himself ready and get down to the harbour, but he had forgotten to reset his alarm to UK time. “We were woken by people banging on our door, saying they’re waiting for us. We were running an hour late, so I had to jump up and rush breakfast, and I couldn’t go to the loo. When I got onto the boat, it was already rocking in the harbour due to the chop, which made trying to chew my oats properly even harder! After paying the skipper the balance of the boat fee, the official observer read me the rules and checked my gear, and we were off.” Rushed Start After a 30-minute trip to the start point a little bit up the Channel from Dover, to account for the tide, Howard applied a little bit of Vaseline to chafing points, then was told to jump in, swim to the beach, signal when ready, and the horn would sound to officially start his crossing. “I had barely finished my oats, hadn’t been able to go to the loo, and there was no time to meditate. I kept thinking, this is what I wanted, it’s now or never, so I jumped in. Immediately my goggles filled with water and my swim cap began sliding off. When I got to the beach, I just stood there in a state of stupidity and numbness... it’s an unreal and frightening feeling, being there all alone. It’s nothing like the start of Comrades, where you’re surrounded by fellow runners, and everybody wishes you luck.” 44 “I only had 10 seconds to do my final prep, then it was hand up, horn blast, and off I went. Three metres in and my goggles filled up again, the cap was popping off, and I was losing it within the first few metres. So then came my very first 10-second ‘file.’ I just told myself, get over it, get over it, get over it. I had written the names of my daughters on each arm, Sherry and Kyla, so looked at their names for strength, and swam. When I got up to the boat, they asked what is wrong, since I was clearly not swimming smoothly yet, but I just said let’s go.” Given his bad right eye Howard was swimming on the side of the boat where he could sight the boat with his good eye each time he took a breath. However, the tide kept pushing him towards the boat, so two hours in, the skipper told him to swim on the other side. This made the conditions smoother for Howard, but now he couldn’t see the boat clearly. Then the first jellyfish got him. “It stung me on my hand, shoulder and belly, and under my feet. It was like a hard slap! Meanwhile, my nose was burning, due to the Channel being far more salty than our SA sea, and I had to signal every time I went to the loo, because they monitor you carefully to avoid kidney failure. Those first two to three hours were hell, and I didn’t know how I would do it, but I kept going.” Vital Inspiration The jellyfish stings became his constant companion as the hours dragged on, and Howard says he just kept going back to the 10-second rule. “Every time I was stung I told myself, shut up and swim, you’ve got 12 hours, maybe 13 if it’s a bad day, so get on with it. I knew there would be more jellyfish, so I just accepted it. In fact, I got so preoccupied with my filing system that I just lost 10 hours. I can’t remember anything about that time, but the crew told me afterwards that my stroke rate remained the same. And when we got into the shipping lane, I even picked up my rate without needing to be told do so, I just picked up without realising it.” Due to the choppy conditions, Howard was swallowing a lot of salt water, and it was getting in his eyes, but he says he still could see the most important person on the boat, Elmarie. “The Skipper said afterwards they normally don’t like having spouses on the boat, because it can interfere with the swim, but they had never experienced such a connection between a husband and wife, because she knew exactly what I needed just by the look on my face.” ISSUE 126 JANUARY 2020 / www.modernathlete.co.za Channel swimmers are never told what their swimming time is, because the tides can make that 35km crossing a much, much longer swim. Howard’s only indication of time was therefore counting the feeding times every 30 minutes. “At feeding time, I couldn’t actually respond to questions, because my jaw was locked due to the cold, but they told me my stroke had remained constant throughout. There were four boats with swimmers in the water that day, and at one point Elmarie told me I had pulled way ahead of the other swimmers and the other boats were out of sight. Then later, I heard that the other swimmers had pulled out.” As the cliffs of Calais came into sight, the crew told Howard he just had a Robben Island swim left. “I was elated, and thought, now I’ve got this, so two feeds later, I thought I must be almost there, and made the same mistake of looking up. I could no longer see the cliffs, and realised I had missed Cap Nez due to the tide, which meant I now had a much longer swim still to go. My heart sank, but I filed it and got over it. I decided screw this, I came here to swim to France, so even if it takes me two days, I’m carrying on. That was the toughest moment, like in Comrades, when you have dig deep to keep going, where your true character shows through. I promised myself I would not look up again, just swim as hard as I can.” The last mile of the Channel crossing is often the hardest, as swimmers have to contend with a tide that pushes against them, threatening to sweep them into the shipping lane, and thus they have to increase their pace and push even harder to make it. Due to the adverse conditions, this stretch took Howard a full four hours, in spite of him pushing like crazy! “When I looked at the boat and saw that the dinghy towed behind the boat was still there, I knew it meant they were Howard’s prized French pebbles Images: Just a Little Further...