Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 126, January 2020 | Page 43

MULTISPORT New Zealander Tracy Clark shouts encouragement to Howard from the boat However, more medical problems lay in store. He also picked up a middle ear infection, and just two weeks after getting the sinus problem under control, Howard did another choppy Robben Island swim, and the constant waves hitting him in the face every time he took a breath took their toll. “When I got out the water, I had very little vision in my right eye, so I went straight to an optometrist friend, who asked me if I had been in a fight, since my face was all puffy and red from the swim? He told me I had ruptured my eye and lost 75% of my vision in that eye, and sent me to a specialist, who told me the Channel is off, because the slightest splash on goggles would cause further damage.” “I just told him, sorry, I’m still going – after all, I’ve got 125% vision – 100 in the one and 25 in other! He said, OK, carry on, go blind yourself, but at least let me inject the eye with a type of stimulant every 10 days to build more plasma. Now I hate needles, so I had to get three people to hold me down for those four injections, but I did it, because the English Channel was it for me. Today I still have limited vision, about 40%, and the experts say it will take up to five years to recover, if ever.” Besides the sinus, eye, ear and shoulder problems, Howard had another issue to contend with. Just five months before his Channel swim, he met his online swim coach in person for the first time, and she told him he needed serious stroke correction, because he had a serious pre-exit problem with his arms. “Here was this little German woman saying, ‘You vant to swim ze Channel vhen? Can you postpone, because ve need to teach you to swim first!’ Apparently my arms were flapping all over the place, and I had to quickly learn to keep my head down, get my arms all the way down, and let my thumbs gently stroke my hip, but I felt I got it right.” More Hurdles Having done all the training, overcome all the pain (or learnt to live with it), used up countless files and 10-second moans in his head, and even picked up 10kg of body fat (by eating a ton of junk) in order to be more insulated against the cold of the Channel, Howard now felt ready for the big swim.“Prepping for the Channel was extremely tough, but I kept thinking back to Comrades and the lesson I had learnt there, to make a plan, break it into ‘files,’ and deal with them one by one. Also, I had never bailed anything in my life – the only Comrades I didn’t finish, was because I woke up with a needle in my arm, so technically, I didn’t bail. The word ‘fail’ simply is not in my vocabulary, so every training session I start, I finish, no matter what, because my rule is that if you build failing into your training, you are training to fail.” Two months before his swim, he attended a swim camp in Dover, where he did two six-hour swims in the Channel. “They took us to one bay where we swam for three hours against the tide, to simulate what it will be like on the day. You’re lucky if you can do 4km in that time! Still, it was a thrilling experience – it felt like running a section of the Comrades, or riding a part of the Tour de France route.” Two months later Howard was back, one of four swimmers due to go in that first week of July with his specific boat and skipper. (There are several companies, boats and skippers who offer the Channel swim service.) He was given the second slot of the week, and then had to wait for the skipper to say when they would go. “The first swimmer went off in perfect conditions and made it, but I didn’t get a call on day two or three, as it was too windy to go. I just had to sit there on a bench high on the cliffs of Dover, looking at the Channel, meditating about the challenge that awaited me. Then on day four, the crew visited us and told us that the windy conditions could last for days, even weeks, so the other two swimmers had already decided to go home. I knew I couldn’t just go home and come back, due to the costs, so they said I could go the next morning if I wanted to, but warned me it would likely be even tougher than usual.” Another speed bump awaited Howard. With a 3am start time, he and Elmarie set an alarm to be up at 1am, to give him time to eat breakfast, go to the loo, Reaching the Franch coast, and finally the dinghy is brought up 43