frustrating me . Well , I found tons of porn sites , so now I am back to feeling insecure and inadequate . The worse part is I have to accept that this will be my life if I stay with him . And more importantly , I am wondering if this is how it is with essentially every man out there . I really thought his morals were more similar to my own . I also thought that he was as attracted to me as I am to him . I really have never been so attracted to anyone . Just the thought of his naked body turns me on and I have never thought about anyone else during sex . That is why it hurts so much to know that I am not enough . I used to think I was attractive .
Technically I know that I have always been able to get any guy I wanted . But this is really eating me up . I have always been attracted to women as well , but find most porn disgusting . The women are just too ugly and raunchy . It was also only something I did when I was single . I now have no desire to look at other bodies to get off . Please tell me why this is IMPOSSIBLE for a man ??? I only want him feel the same way about me that I do about him . ( I also want him to stop lying and sneaking around about it ).
Reading this site has helped me realise that I am not the only woman out there who is upset by her man ’ s addiction to porn . And men who are arguing that it is only normal - Porn is fine if you are single , or in an unhappy relationship and not having sex , or have a partner that truly doesn ’ t mind what you are doing and you don ’ t have to lie about it . I ’ m sure most men our there , including my boyfriend , would be overcome with jealousy if they found out their girl was masturbating to the image of someone else ’ s ( and probably bigger ) dick cumming . Suddenly you wouldn ’ t feel to hot about your bodies either and would be having the exact same insecurities that so many women have to live with .
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