Literary Force Magazine Literary Force Magazine Volume 2 | Page 45

It’s hard for me too, seeing her happy or seeing her sad.
Some days she feels free, other days she feels like she’s trapped in a small room.
I wish I could bring back her friends
So they can all be happy, once and for all.
Some days she gets really bad.

And year by year, it gets more and more bad
Sometimes I get impatient, but I have to go through each day one by one.
Everyday I give her my all
But knowing that she doesn’t remember what I do for her is sad.
I don’t have time to myself, I can’t have friends.
I cannot just leave my momma locked in her room

I barely have time to sleep in my room.
There are some days that I want to run away so bad
But I can’t do that; no one would care for her, no family or friends.
I wish I wasn’t the only one
Just being around her can make anyone feel sad.

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