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Life Without Conflict 81 I had never had any differences of opinions with Hiraba; never had there been speech between us using words such as ‘mine’ or ‘yours’, but one day, we had a little difference of opinion. Hiraba’s brother’s eldest daughter was getting married, so she asked me what we should give her as a wedding gift. I told her, “Give whatever you want but we already have some silverware at home, why do not you give her that? Do not give an order to the goldsmith for new silver plates.” To that, she responded, “When girls from your mother’s family get married, you give special orders for big silver plates!” In this event, she used the words ‘mine’ and ‘yours’. I immediately understood that I had lost my reputation, I understood that we two were one, so where did this ‘mine’ and ‘yours’ come from? I understood right away and immediately turned things around; I told her “That’s not what I am saying. What I meant was that you can give her the silverware and also give her five hundred rupees; they can use the money.” She immediately responded, “Huh! How can you give so much money? You are so naive in every situation. You give money to every Tom, Dick and Harry that comes along.” I told her, “I truly do not know anything.” Just look at how I turned everything around to prevent a conflict between us! The bottom line is that I did not allow any differences of opinions to take place between us. For the last thirty to thirty-five years, we have had no conflicts between us and before any conflicts can take place, I know how to turn things around. You only know of a few ways to avoid conflicts, whereas I have endless keys and solutions. I resolve all matters at hand, without allowing any conflicts to occur. There are some twenty thousand people in our satsang, of which about four thousand are mahatmas, the ones who have taken Gnan, but I do not have any conflict or differences of opinions with any of them. I have never considered myself as being separate or