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enough. I protested, “There is no way I’m more aggressive than John!” John laughed and nodded knowingly as everyone in the line turned my way. It was then I realized that even in the dead of a Colorado winter, my turtleneck sweater was a poor wardrobe choice for this type of meeting. I pulled on it. I was not just hot flashing, I was flash blushing. The facilitator assured me there’d been no mistake. Numbers don’t lie. I was the uncontested winner of the most-intense/ mostaggressive spot, which immediately felt like a supreme loss. “There is a desperate need for women who are more concerned with their god-daughters’ destiny than their history.” When it was time to move on to the next result. I bolted out of my place in line, but I was too quick in breaking rank. I was told to stay where I’d been. I watched in shame as once again the entire line formed to the left of me. This time John was not placed next to me but at the opposite end of whatever spectrum this line was about to reveal. The facilitator spoke. “This lineup represents empathy and nurture. These actions are considered the opposite of aggression—and Lisa has scored the highest in this one as well.” He shook his head. “I honestly have never seen this before.” He turned toward me, seeking an explanation. My heart beat faster, but this time it was not in shame; it was in hope. I answered back, “I fight for.” Though the facilitator might not have seen this result before, I believe God has. He has a name for women who mix intense passion with empathy and nurture; they are called godmothers. And in case you are wondering if this combination is biblical, read how God describes himself in Hosea 13:8: Like a bear robbed of her cubs, I will attack them and rip them open. (NIV) If this description of a mama bear doesn’t capture an image of feminine fierce protection of the young, I don’t know what does. It is godly for mothers to fight for their children. Now let’s move on to this concept of a godmother. What comes to mind when you think of a godmother? A fairy godmother? (Sadly, they are not a real thing.) A mafia godmother? (Hopefully not a real thing.) Or maybe you thought of a spiritual godmother— which desperately needs to become a very real thing. Though I love to tease about it because I am half Sicilian, the godmothers I am talking about are in no way tied to the mafia. Nor can they change pumpkins into carriages or mice 16