LEAD. August 2020 | Page 15

FEATURE: BUILDING STRONG FAMILIES Godmothers: Why You Need One By Lisa Bevere Have you ever had a moment that is embarrassing, awful, and wonderful all at the same time? If so, you have my sympathy because I have had more than my fair share of them. Here is an example of just one of my many. A few years ago our executive ministry staff decided to take on the challenge of transforming our approach to leadership. Each of us was invited to give ruthless, anonymous feedback on the different leaders at the ministry. The input was gathered electronically and sent to the facilitator, who compiled all the data to determine our challenges. Okay— that’s putting it nicely. The facilitator used a different word: constraints. At a later date, the group of us gathered with the facilitator. I’m going to go on record that I would have preferred a private interpretation of the results! But I’ve learned that leaders who want to grow have to be willing to embrace the pain of exposure and the aching nakedness of vulnerability. Here is how it went. The facilitator began to place us in a line, situating us from the far left (least intense or aggressive) to the far right (most intense or aggressive). I was placed to the right early on. I was disheartened to watch as everyone lined up to the left of me. When it came time for my husband, John, to join the line, I breathed a sigh of relief. Finally, I’d no longer be at the end of the line. Surely, he would displace my pole position. I was shocked when the leader placed John to the left of me. Were we tied? John just smiled. Was this a joke? How could I have possibly tested higher in aggression than my alpha-male husband? Enough was 15