Ladies Magazine Design March-April 2014 | Page 33

I believe the prayers my father prayed Since you are the one inquiring about what to do, here are a few suggestions • Pray for your husband to bless and have continued and your marriage. encourage • Build safety into your relationship by working on your mefriendship with he spouse.been gone for more though your has • Become a good listener. Learn to hear what is being said than twenty years. help your spouse (and yourself) and ask good questions that explore the topic in a non-defensive way. Listen like a friend. Do not judge. Do not make critical or tearing-down statements. Avoid blame. • Keep the conversation respectful. Allow for your differences. • Restore appreciation and gratitude into the relationship. These are things you can do even if your spouse does not. Hopefully, it is a way of relating that you will both engage in. When it matters most, when someone else seems to have power over whether or not we achieve our dreams, or when we feel unheard or disrespected, it is easy to hide behind silence. Lowering our expectations somehow seems easier than the disappointment of unmet needs or unsatisfied desires. Still, you will have to ask yourself, What is my part in the silence: the conflict, avoidance, and/or lack of honesty? At the core of your silence is something more powerful than what you may want to admit to on the surface. Why is this (dream/need/desire) so important? Why is it so hard to discuss? What level of importance should be attached to this? If you have shared a deep need or important desire that has been ignored or disrespected by your spouse, it will be much harder to bring it up again. Just because you are not fighting doesn’t mean you are not distancing. Start with the suggestions given, answer the questions asked, dig deep, and believe God is going to partner with you in this endeavor. a What is my part in the silence: the conflict, avoidance, and/or lack of honesty? Cindy Miller lives with the love of her life, her husband Stanton, and her spoiled rotten dog, Samson, in Columbus, New Jersey. She is loving God and feeling particularly blessed in this season of life. Mar/Apr 2014 • Reflections 33