KWEE Liberian Literary Magazine Jan. Iss. Vol. 0115 Jan Iss. Vol. 0115 | Page 7

Liberian Literary Magazine hearth. This meant building my own house and getting a wife. In looking around, my mind began to settle on Tene, the daughter of old man Joma and his wife Sombo Karn. Tene had just turned thirteen, handsome as they come. Her coffee color skin and eyes were bewitching. Men fell in love with Tene the moment they saw her. The girls in her circle envied her for this. Because Tene had many admirers, some of my close friends advised me that if I wanted her to be my wife, I would have to resort to strong love medicines to turn her heart towards me. When the opportunity was offered me, I did not hesitate to impress upon Tene, my intense desire for her. But I had no intimate relative in whom I could confide, and I realized that this was the difficulty. Someone had to intercede for all the details involved in getting a wife. The only person I could rely on was Kema, Tene's own sister, who in fact, had suspected my intensions towards her sister, and for a long time encouraged it. I trusted Kema so implicitly that I swallowed anything she told me about her sister line, hock and sinker. She reminded me of my importance in the family. Kema felt that because of my economic value in the family, her parents would have no reason to refuse me their daughter. Everyone in Bendabli knew that I was the main source of support for the Joma family. My foster parents depended on me for making the annual rice farms, gathering palm nuts to make oil, making traps and crawfish baskets to supply the house with meat Promoting Liberian literature, Arts and Culture and other daily needs for the quarter. Now and then I took small bush cutting contracts to obtain money with which the family bought tobacco, salt and paid the annual hut tax. The more the Tene matter came to my mind, the more I thought of the dowry the old people would demand of me. On this question Kema and I shared opposite views. She felt that since I was the main source of support for the family, perhaps a token offer should be sufficient. But what this figure should be, she never ventured to tell me. Although I was a member of the family I did not want my foster parents to dash me a wife. Soon the dowry issue became the talk of the village. Some felt that my desire for Tene was immoral, but they could never convince me on what grounds. Some felt that in order to keep an asset like me in the house, old man Joma should make a sacrifice and give me his daughter for little or nothing. A delicate issue like Tene's dowry, I thought should be discussed in close confidence between Kema and me. One evening while Kema was visiting me in my one room kongo adjacent to the bi g square house of my foster parents, I seized the opportunity to ask her, “Kema, this one dowry business has been all over the town now for I don't know how many months. What do the old people want for your sister? Be frank and tell me.” “Gortokai, I thought we had decided this.” Kema replied. “On the exact amount?” “Not exactly.” Kema reflected. “Gortokai, you have done so much for my old 3 parents, we owe it to you to give you a wife. If I had a husband with money.” Kema pointed out, knocking her chest, “I would take money and pay dowry for a woman for you myself.” I believed every word Kema spoke. To make matters short I told her that I had decided to pay the full forty dollars which is required for all virgins. The only thing that mattered was whether Tene loved me. Kema gave every assurance that her sister was in love with me. Immediately, I decided to make some quick money with which to pay Tene's dowry, and was fortunate to obtain an offer to go to Suehn on the Bopolu Road, to clean out a man's rubber farm for forty dollars. This amount would go a long way towards the dowry and other expenses involved in getting a wife. I got to Suehn as quickly as possible. Of the first ten dollar advance I received, I sent eight to Kema to buy a lappa, a tin of powder, a jar of sweet smelling pomade and mambo earrings for her sister, as a surprise from me. I don't remember anyone ever giving her such presents. I did this to make Tene feel that I was serious. I waited one week after the dispatch of the money, but got no word from Bendabli. This silence annoyed me, so much so I got despondent and careless on the job. I paid dearly for this a few days later. With my own cutlass, I nearly chopped off my right big toe. For three weeks I was unable to do any work. My employer engaged the services of a local herbalist to treat my injured toe. I thought I would use the toe as