Jasmine's Place Issue No. 6 - July/August 2013 | Page 29

house. - My father passed away. - Our son needed emergency surgery two weeks before we moved. - We moved into our new house hours before school started. Our son ran into my arms sobbing after school. The teacher had asked them to draw a picture depicting their summer holidays. His was a picture of a little boy waving goodbye with a U-Haul in the background. In the two years that followed it was a steady diet of loss and change. Beyond devastated, I was numb. I wasn’t just in a new land where I knew no one, I cried non-stop lamenting the only visual I could come up with: This experience is even in the Bible, and the verse is a healing balm when those howling winds of adversity swirl. Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the wilderness and speak tenderly to her. Hosea 2:14, NIV Those times when you wonder where God is, He’s there. The bigger point is He uses those Hosea 2:14 experiences to prepare and grow you in Him. God was a helicopter pilot who flew me to a forest, lowered me down, and left me there. For good. For His entertainment at my expense. Without 2003-8, I wouldn’t have a word to write and share. He equipped me with wisdom, freedom, and hope I’m still able to dispense. I understand those times, and yes, I’m thankful for them. Ever feel like that? How about you? But, I not only survived that season, I recently came through a similar wilderness season. The difference between the first isolation and the most recent? I know it’s not a cosmic joke. In fact, it’s a gift from God that exists partly to draw us even closer to Him. © Julie Arduini – www.juliearduini.com Julie Arduini is a writer and speaker who encourages audiences to find freedom through surrender. She knows it has to start with her, so she’s surrendering the good, the bad, and--- maybe one day---the chocolate. She blogs for Christians Read, the Bella Women Network, and is working on her Adirondack based contemporary romance. Julie lives in Ohio with her husband and children. JASMINE'S PLACE 29