Island Life Magazine Ltd December 2011/January 2012 | Page 45

INTERVIEW The house in Birmingham where Stephanie was abducted person he made me for eight days any more. “I was asked recently by a police officer if there was anything left of me now that was there before the kidnap. I replied that she is still in there, but I had built on those foundations and become me. I am not that same person who was an estate agent with a company car. That’s not me at all now. What happened threw my life off the tracks completely, and afterwards I couldn’t find those tracks any more, and I needed to find a new set of tracks. “By being kidnapped I was plucked out of existence, and if he had cut me up and buried me no one would have known what happened. I hate the thought that I could have just vanished off the face of the earth. “I lost Stephanie on January 22, 1992 – or at least most of her. There were bits of her still inside. I changed my name by deed poll to Phoenix Rhiannon because I didn’t want to be her anymore. It felt nice for a while, but I might change it back to Stephanie Slater because I am not frightened of her or what she went through any more, and I am not 6