Verfasserin: Maricla Kandzorra
Draft / Entwurf
governmental institution. I posted very often in 2015 to love our cops and all the governmental security services because they should be recognized as hearos – I tried to stopped this posts. In my house the interpretation of my spied music was obviously more oriented on hate and violence against me as in library where it seems to be more favorable but still on a similar negative way – the result was more or less the same but the focus on aggression was stronger in my home – thoughts of killing me or friends of mine didn’ t evolve that seldom during their spying of my music. They used buzz- or key words for going in action and from one moment to the next of hearing specific words they always reacted the same way by leaving the house or hitting the walls or any other conspicuous behavior.
These anomalies of my neighbors already started in the early morning and got through the whole day with different intensities when I was at home. Till Dec 2015 I stood quiet and posted only. After the killing of the cop with a knife! which was also connected to our house( an fake event of summer 2012 in the stairs of our house). After this every time, I get notice of these aggressive developments or obsessive focus on my person I let hear my voice for cooling them quickly down.
This is all supposed to keep me in silence on behalf of the relevant issues, taking through this bullshit my focus from my important subjects. This should create on my side at the same time frustration, fear, anger and aggressions outside my control for creating a picture of evil on my behalf on the one side these German family like people as neighbors whose goal was to stalk me and on the other side my isolated person who gotta defend itself from these aggressive and silent hits who were suited till into my own home.
Like the behavior of my neighbors who let lead themselves and their life the whole day by their basic feelings like hate, envy, greed or jealousy. I should’ ve been made so busy to be totally involved against their shit for making forget me to make job requests or other important things like finishing my book or making training courses( eg my last excel course couldn’ t be brought to an end because they changed the results of the display field in comparison to what I coded which by double check it with excel showed in the background the just result – the result changed by changing just the template of the input) by continuously holding me back. The problem is not the time I waste by being blocked my problem is how to handle these disturbs inside a job or an entrepreneurship where I have to carry risks and dangerous given by markets and who I should carry with all these disturbs what would make it almost impossible – its not possible to create a company asking for trust and at the same time be a victim of spies and stalks and open the way of damages also to potential customers. This means that this is a systematical destruction of a whole existence like Nazis used to do with people who they didn’ t like – by extinction.
The stalks reached their peak in January / February 2016 and the last weeks of October 2016 and inner these peaks the cyberstalks repeated in lower cycles of intensity. Besides this I recognized that all that ugliness was connected to the rumors, lies and defamations of my neighbors against me which were the source since 2007 and much heavier since 2012 of all these disturbs. They are obsessed by the idea to being able to taking my life in complete over. They are convinced that life or humans are things which can be possessed. This is to be taken seriously because these people are radicalized in parts on a moderate way because it is possible to bring them down through voice( this is the only way I can get through to them, I don’ t have other instrumentals) but when not controlled they can also develop very strongly – these people already crossed the limits to psychological violence every day, but I didn’ t recognize yet that they also would cross the inhibition thresholds to physical violence.
The goal is to keeping me on the long term on a low financial level for not going forward to European Courts against the Region of Hesse. It could have been procedural tactic, which is already very against every humanity and conscience with huge impacts and damages. I appealed and called out so often to stop this