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Yanahara says many spaces are still closed for nude photography, but there are also curators with broad vision who allowed to exhibit her works. "It is important that the mindset of all Cubans, not just of the gallery owners, could be open to topics like nudity and sexuality." Working indoors allows greater intimacy with models, but involves some difficulties. "I have no professional lights; I use old Russian flashes. My father laid a cable to get them connect to the electric current and placed the flashes on a tripod for synchronizing the camera shot with the lights." Sometimes she is not satisfied with the technical set, as in the picture Modern Asphyxia. However, the curator Wendy González Rojas selected it for a collective sample celebrating the tenth anniversary of UNEAC´S photography workshop. It's his favorite photo in the exhibition. "I would have chosen the diptych Surveillance and Punishment. It deals with the theme of the exhibition, which was intolerance, since it shows the female homosexuality and the attempt to hide it for avoiding being spotted. Therefrom we have the self-acceptance and then, being accepted by family and society. The latter is really very homophobic". Yanahara believes that the Day against Homophobia is an important step, but neither a rally at certain day nor the propaganda are enough. She has received very good reviews from experts as Anton Holzer. Her work has been published in several magazines, as well as in the books My body is my country (2014), by Austrian photographer Ingrid Fankhauser, and Seduction of the Look (2014), in which the Cuban historian Rafael Acosta de Arriba covers the photography of the body in the Isle since 1840. However, sometimes the high prices of both photo printing and materials are discouraging. In the private workshops, photo printing costs 80-150 USD per linear meter. The cheapest material is a kind of matte vinyl, including adhesive; the most expensive is the Canson baryta paper. "Photography is expensive, starting from the equipment necessary for digitally capturing and processing the image, and ending up with photo printing and montage. The most economical photo printing, just on paper, is provided by the store chain Trimagen, but if you need to print with high quality, the best offers come from self-employed individuals and they are quite expensive. Sometimes I design the photo montage by putting the pictures on the wall with clips or adhesive; the pictures are damaged and perhaps they can be exhibited only once. The alternative is to project them, if the gallery has the appropriate equipment." Escape to a home of her own In 2013, the aspirations of success, independence and having an own home led Yanahara to Ecuador, where his brother lives. "I planned to stay; I went with a family reunification visa, but I felt Ecuador was not the country where I wanted to live. I missed my family and my friends. Over there people and culture are different. There is no time to be devoted to forge a friendship. I was trying to adjust to that country and had neither time nor desire to create. I worked as general coordinator in an art gallery, giving curatorial assistance and doing promotions on social networks. I presented my work in a collective exhibition, but Ecuadorian artists sparked more interest at the gallery. The public was looking rather for decorative works or those by renowned artists. Sometimes things are sold because of their signature. I stayed eleven months 114