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Do I?

Heart ache. Red eyes. Tear drops. What reason? Who controls? I don ' t. So who? Love hurts. Painful life. Is it? What ' s pain? You want. Don ' t get. Pain occurs. Want not. You get. Pain occurs. Mind hankers. Big problem. Wind blows. Mind migrates. W ho controls? Mind does.

Does it?

�ere ' s ego. �ere ' s ideals. �ere ' s principles. Mind wants. I don ' t. I, who? �is body. Is it? Body changes. Do I? I change. Identity doesn ' t. Same person. Years passed. Started little. �rough childhood. �en puberty. Now adult. I develop. Consciousness develops. I, consciousness. Same things. Same me. Migrating b o d i e s. B i r t h c h i l d h o o d. Adolescence adulthood. Old age. death kills. I migrate. Body changes. I develop. I migrate. After death? �en too.

I, who? �e soul. �e spirit. �e consciousness. I ' m inside. I control. Still ignorant. Mind carries. Intelligence guides. Cab ' s passenger. Passenger wills. Driver manipulates. Engine runs. I will. I n t e l l i g e n c e g u i d e s. M i n d instructs. Senses work.

No passenger. No business. No me. No body. I migrate. Body decays. �at ' s death.

I migrate. Different body. Mind c a r r i e s. E g o a c c o m p a n i e s. Intelligence too. We restart. Resume journey. To where? Who knows? I don ' t.

Do I?

I control. My body. My mind. My intelligence. My arena. Others ' bodies. Others ' minds. �ey control. I don ' t. Other souls.

�is nature. Who controls? I d o n ' t. M a n d o e s n ' t. W e manipulate. Storm ' s free. Wind ' s free. Sun shines. Water �ows. Gravity pulls. Who controls?

Does someone?

Should be. I paint. I sketch. Template’ s nature. Painting ' s imperfect. Yet non-spontaneous. Nature ' s perfect. Great scenes. Orderly events. Feedback cycles. Perfect harmony. Who controls? S o m e o n e m u s t. S o m e o n e intelligent. Hugely intelligent.

God exists. God exists. God exists.

Soham Banerjee 3071, Batch 2013