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THE COOL CHRISTIAN acris lives in Atlanta,” Lecrae said at the Christian leader conference last fall. “And because T.I. lives in Atlanta, and because Lil Wayne comes to Atlanta to hang out all the time, and because Rick Ross’ engineers are in Atlanta. I live in Atlanta because I’m from that world, and I can engage that world, and I can go to these studios, and I can have conversations, and I can wrestle with things back and forth with them.” “If I was scared that that would somehow jump on me and corrupt what I’m doing, I’m rendered ineffective,” he said. “They would never hear the truths that God has invested in me.” Lecrae has befriended Kendrick Lamar, who in the past year has become the hottest name in rap. “I’m on the phone with [him] on a consistent basis just talking through life issues,” Lecrae said at the Creation Festival. Esmond, Lecrae’s producer, said that in the times he has seen Kendrick and Lecrae hang out, it’s clear that “Lecrae ain’t trying to get nothing from Kendrick.” “He ain’t pressing to do no song with him. He ain’t trying to go on tour with him … Kendrick recognizes that,” Esmond said. “[Lec- HUFFINGTON 03.09.14 rae] is more concerned with being a real friend to Kendrick.” Lecrae told me in a recent phone call that he looks to Bob Marley, the famous reggae artist, for inspiration. “We talk about being revolutionary and about Bob Marley and the level of his influence and what that looks like as a musician,” he said. “And it wasn’t just done by saying great things over mediocre music. It was done by saying great things over great music.” Nonetheless, when Lecrae sat in his tour bus at the Creation Festival last summer talking about his critics, it was clear the pressure from both sides had worn him down. “The most stressful part is coming from the Christian side. Because everybody has a standard and a conviction that they believe you need to be living by,” he said. “On my worst days, I ask myself, ‘Am I everything these Christians say I am? Am I the hypocrite, am I falling off? Am I too concerned with all this stuff? Am I even making a difference with this music?’” he said. “On my best days,” he continued, “I’m like, ‘I am exactly where I’m supposed to be, and this is exactly what I was built for.’” Jon Ward is a senior political reporter at The Huffington Post.