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HOW TO BE A PARENT... GETTY IMAGES/JOHNER RF ing physically abusive, and out to steal the family’s money. Eight years ago, Mike cut all ties with his mother, and he and his wife moved to another state. As they thought about becoming parents, he worried about his own parents’ legacy. He fretted that he might somehow pass along a “crazy gene,”) as well as how his relationship with his parents might sculpt his own parenting. When he and his wife attended a childbirth education class and were asked to share their fears, other attendees talked about no longer being able to hang out with friends, or sleep deprivation. “My concerns were like, ‘Am I going to be a good parent?’” “I did have a lot of fear,” Mike added. “It took a lot of [my wife] saying, ‘Look. You are not them. You are you. You are a good person.” A MORE THOUGHTFUL PARENT Unsurprisingly, experts say that many men and women with extremely troubled parental relationships often are particularly mindful of how they want to act as parents themselves, as well as the behaviors they hope to avoid. Psychologists use the term “posttraumatic growth” to describe HUFFINGTON 01.19.14 people who are changed for the better by a traumatic event, and it is both an outcome and a process, explained Richard Tedeschi, a professor of psychology at the University of North Carolina at Charlotte. In Tedeschi’s estimation, half to two-thirds of people who survive a trauma — whether it’s a particular event, an illness, a troubled relationship or any experience in which their “philosophy of living” comes into question — later undergo changes that they value and maintain. “People go through a process of rethinking what they believe about themselves and their world,” Tedeschi said. “They come to new conclusions about themselves and their future.”