Huffington Magazine Issue 75 | Page 49

POLICING THE POLICE the Internet and read sites like Infowars. He’d start to question things like how 9/11 happened. I would get on him about it, because it always put him in a bad mood,” Erna Stewart says. “But he never expressed any desire to hurt anyone.” The photo of Stewart dressed as a terrorist was actually him posing in an Osama bin Laden Halloween costume, his family says. Regarding the bomb that police allegedly found in a closet, an agent from the federal Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, and Firearms later told the Salt Lake Tribune, “to characterize it as a bomb or device is not accurate.” “He and his brother were trying to build smoke flares once. Remember, they were in the Army,” Erna Stewart says. “So he probably had some chemicals to make smoke flares. That’s probably what it was.” “Matt was really shy. He was introverted. A little nerdy. You could tell he was a child of the 80s,” she says. “He wore his jeans up high, he liked video games and fantasy novels. We’d give him a hard time about it. Socially, he didn’t have a lot of friends. But once he felt comfortable, he was the sweetest guy.” Stewart didn’t do well in jail. HUFFINGTON 11.17.13 “I remember he was really  upset about what Obama was doing with indefinite detention. But he was never volatile about it. I think he just internalized  it. It made him sad.” Judging by the letters he wrote to his family, his mood clearly darkened as the months wore on. The jail conditions, the way the public perceived him, and the isolation began to break him down. At one point, the extremely fit former paratrooper told one of his sisters that he had quit exercising. “Everyone says I’m looking great in the newspaper pictures of me. I see a man that was betrayed by someone he thought he loved, who’s [sic] world was destroyed, where everything he once cared about was stolen from him, everything he found holy was defiled,” he wrote. “Now he is locked in a box away from those he loves, with the worst weight on his shoulders.” In May, a judge ruled that the search warrant for Stewart’s home and the raid were both legal — a huge setback for Stewart’s argument that he was acting in self defense. A little over a week later, at 12:50 a.m. on a Friday morning,