Huffington Magazine Issue 67 | Page 52

HUFFINGTON 09.22.13 INVISIBLE CASUALTIES when he pleaded with Joshua to acknowledge to Navy doctors the full extent of his drug problem, Joshua told him: no way. “He was afraid he would lose everything he had worked so hard to earn,” Don told me. “Respect, rank, honorable discharge, benefits — all of this weighed heavily on his mind.” On June 8, Joshua was discharged with a referral to the Navy’s Level III substance abuse rehab program. But he didn’t go to rehab, because there was no space, Don said. Instead, Joshua went back to the townhouse, back to his dead-end job, back to his addictions. His Navy buddies were gone, deployed overseas or stationed elsewhere. “I tried calling him from Bahrain a few times,” said one of Joshua’s close friends, who asked not to be identified because he is still on active duty. “On the phone he sounded like he was good. I think he didn’t want to worry me so he said he was doing good when he really wasn’t.” They’d all had Navy suicideprevention training, but some described it as meaningless, a computer exercise you had “How did that information not get passed on, that he was in the ER because he’s having withdrawal from opiates and he’s active duty? There should be no ifs ands or buts about this.’’ to click through in order to be granted time off. It was 56 days before Joshua was admitted into the Navy’s intensive drug rehab program at the Portsmouth naval hospital. In preadmission exams he tested positive for benzodiazepine, opiates and cocaine, according to notes taken Aug. 4 by William C. Rodriguez, a Navy physician. Joshua admitted to having thoughts of suicide “over the past few months,” but “he denied any active plans or intent to kill himself.” Joshua’s growing drug use between detox and when he checked int o drug rehab on Aug. 4 was not the Navy’s fault, it said in a statement to The Huffington Post. It said a delay between detox and ★