Huffington Magazine Issue 67 | Page 51

HUFFINGTON 09.22.13 INVISIBLE CASUALTIES He later denied to doctors that he tried to die by suicide. But that night, May 28, he took a Xanax and washed it down with three shots of whiskey. In a fog, he called Don. “Dad, I’m not doing well at all. I have an addiction. I want to stop but I can’t,” Don later recalled him saying. Don didn’t know about the whiskey, but he was deeply worried. “Are you high now?” he asked. “Yes,” Joshua admitted. Don knew that reading Joshua the riot act now was not the best way to handle the situation, a lesson he’d learned in dealing with his wife’s addictions. “Is there someone there with you?” he asked.” “Yes.” “Put him on the phone,” Don ordered, and asked the friend — whose name he does not recall — to get Joshua to Portsmouth naval hospital’s emergency room. From there, he was put into the Navy detox unit in Portsmouth’s Ward 5. His records show he was diagnosed with depression, thoughts of suicide, addiction to benzodiazepines and opiates, and panic attacks. Don and Emily came to see him during the 11 days he was in detox. “I wanted to make sure he was there and safe,” Don said. But First Lady Michelle Obama and Dr. Jill Biden advocate for military suicide prevention in an exclusive video for The Huffington Post’s “Invisible Casualties” series.