Huffington Magazine Issue 64-65 | Page 64

HUFFINGTON 09.01-08.13 INVISIBLE CASUALTIES million troops have been diagnosed with TBI, and many more injuries — like Mike’s — went undiagnosed because the military didn’t start battlefield testing until 2007. Recent studies have conclusively linked traumatic brain injury to suicidal behavior. But for too many, the military’s improved screening and treatment for mental health issues have come too late. Indeed, Mike’s trajectory is a common and troubling case, a roadmap of how things go wrong. UNDIAGNOSED AND UNTREATED Drawn early to military service, Mike enlisted in the National Guard in 1995 while working for a local power company in Raleigh, N.C. He rose quickly through the civilian and military ranks, getting regular promotions and pay increases at the power company and being selected to become an officer in the Guard. When war came, Lt. McMichael was a platoon leader in Charlie Company, 1st Battalion 20th Infantry, North Carolina National Guard, and found himself in Iraq’s Were you ever in fear of your life? Check. Felt hopeless, check. Ever see bodies, check; ever see civilian injuries, check. Anxious and sleepless, check. Saladin Province north of Baghdad, where the insurgency was escalating and IEDs were killing with unnerving regularity. A natural leader, Mike was promoted to become the company executive officer, a position in which he felt directly responsible for the lives of 174 North Carolinians. His radio call sign: ManDog Five. He had several near misses with IEDs, but in late November 2004, two 155-mm artillery shells wired together with a cell phone detonated when insurgents dialed the number from a safe distance. The blast blew his unarmored Humvee off the road; Mike was unconscious for five minutes or more. When he came to, he couldn’t hear or see or feel anything, but gradually his blindness opened to tunnel vision and a bit of his hearing came back. ★