Huffington Magazine Issue 38 | Page 40

FAMILY UNDERTAKING “A lot of people don’t want to do anything with touching dead bodies,” says Knox. “They consider it creepy. But it can actually be the first step to healing and acceptance of death. Slowing down the process allows all involved to absorb the loss at their own pace. It’s an organic emotional and spiritual healing not available from limited calling hours at a remote location.” HUFFINGTON 03.03.13 and people would gather to chat on the porch. “Caroline is in her room, and if you want to say goodbye to her, you can do that,” Alison would tell each guest. Most went upstairs for private visits in her bedroom. At least one couple decided not to visit her there. In Tennessee, where the Kirks live, the laws on home funerals are relatively lax. After getting a death certificate — Alison and Doug had Caroline’s pediatrician Caroline died at noon on a Tuesday. sign off on one — a family is free to do Through Thursday morning, her body what it wants with a dead body within a stayed in her childhood home, surround- reasonable amount of time. Alison had a ed by old dolls, stuffed animals and her funeral director, who was friendly to her favorite books. Friends and ideas, on-call for urgent needs family came in and out to like figuring out how to patch “Why say goodbye. Some would get up a leaking hole in Caroline’s would we on the bed beside her body, stomach once a feeding tube give her to stroking her face and hair. was removed. She also had someone Others would sit across from him bring a hearse with a caselse once her in a rocking chair. ket to her home. she died?” “In the morning, I spent “I did look into if we could time with Caroline. At night, bury Caroline at our own I spent time with Caroline. I would tell house. We could have,” says Alison. “But her goodnight. It was very calming to it’s not like we are on some ancestral sit next to her. I touched