Huffington Magazine Issue 32 | Page 29

Voices we want to be. Our conversation was oddly timed, coming just days after Monique Honaman’s provocative post, “I Just Wish He Would Have an Affair,” in which she detailed how many wives have confided in her that they just don’t want to be married anymore: “These women are done. They say they aren’t happy. They say they aren’t in love with their husbands (or any other man — they aren’t having affairs). They say they simply wish they were no longer married to him. They aren’t fulfilled. They wonder if this is how they are doomed to live the rest of their lives (and God-willing, most of them have another 40+ years ahead of them). ... The common factor amongst all of these women is that they say that their husbands are really solid, good, nice men ... they just don’t want to be married to them anymore because they have fallen out of love.” Honaman doesn’t say how old these women are or how VICKI LARSON HUFFINGTON 01.20.13 long they’ve been married, but since she indicates they have another 40-plus years ahead of them, it seems that they are middle-aged, too. Why is midlife so wrought with angst for women? One study found that age 48 is the pivotal year for women’s unhappiness, and women tend to be more prone to We’re depression anyway. in midlife, But at midlife, we’re crisis or not; a dealing with menotime when we pause, the loss of our question what role as nurturer, the we’ve done loss of our youth and beauty, etc. — and, more And, sure — some likely, haven’t women have been done — and inspired by the Eat, where we Pray, Love syndrome: want to be.” After raising a family and tending to the home and baking Lord-knowshow-many brownies for Boy Scout fundraisers and volunteering to drive on countless field trips while doing paid or non-paid work (and, yes, being a stay-athome parent is work), many feel it’s finally “me” time. We want to stop nurturing others and start nurturing ourselves. We want to feel a little bit selfish instead of