Huffington Magazine Issue 22 | Page 76

HUFFINGTON 11.11.12 NO WAY OUT her mental well-being, along the way landing in Chattanooga. She has been clean in recent years, she says, and she is intent on achieving a modest form of self-sufficiency, a station centered on one key element — a steady paycheck. “My dream is just to have an apartment,” she says, “a place somewhere where I can lock a door, and I don’t have to worry about someone coming in and stealing my clothes. I’m just try- ing to get myself stable again. I’d be satisfied with a one-room shack, as long as it’s got a door that could lock.” But even that aspiration felt beyond her as she trudged to staffing offices looking for work — nearly any sort of work. “There’s all kinds of things I can do,” Smith says, rattling off the ways she has earned a paycheck — driving a forklift, operating factory machinery, mopping floors, and installing Internet service. But one thing she could not do kept tripping her up. She could Smith on the move, wary of cars as her route to work has no sidewalks.